Category: Experiences

  • One life, One smartphone & One unlimited Internet

    One life, One smartphone & One unlimited Internet

    Birth of an Indian smartphone user-

    I have lived all my life in India and until three years ago, despite the best efforts and promises by Internet service providers, I had to make do with a limited internet data plan. My story is no different from average Indian smartphone users, who were also required to rationalize their data usage.

    In the last few years, the Indian telecom sector saw a change and we got introduced to unlimited* internet data. (A limit still exists but it is greater than a person can use in 24 hours a day).

    What came along with this unlimited internet was a fundamental change in the behavior of Indian society.

    The western world was probably used to this lifestyle but constant presence/interference of a smartphone was a new edition to our daily lives.

    two people standing together but totally disconnected from world and occupied by phone
    The headphone Life- Delhi Metro stories by Jatin Adhlakha

    Behavioral change of a smartphone user-

    With free unlimited data, the only reason people turned off the internet was for saving their smartphone battery. But with more mAh on our phone batteries, we had no reason to go offline.

    We now had live streaming of almost everything on our smartphone. Televisions lost the limelight as they required us to sit at a place. Desktops and Laptops failed as they could not fit into our pocket. Smartphones seem the right choice for our busy schedules.

    Presently we can’t imagine our lives without staying online. Even at night when we sleep, the internet icon smiles at us and we let ourselves be online, just in case!

    girl sitting alone and glued to her smartphone
    mobile is life (By Jatin Adhlakha)

     

     

    Changing priorities of a smartphone user-

    Our emergencies now require internet to reach us, or so we want to believe.

    Just to make it clear, I am also guilty of disturbingly high screen time. The Internet has a grip on me just like it has on you. Surprisingly enough, I could not come up with a reason when I tried to justify why exactly I need to be online all the time.

    When we keep our internet all the time we expose ourselves to a constant distraction of never-ending notifications. Even research shows that our brain cannot multitask. When we try to do two things at once, our brain lacks the capacity to perform these tasks successfully. But every day this is what we put ourselves through. 

    a couple sitting together but both looking at their phones instead of talking
    Missing Conversations – Delhi Metro stories by Jatin Adhlakha

    Our sense of what is important is heavily compromised and so are our priorities. Unlimited internet is eating up our limited time and we don’t even acknowledge it.

    We are living virtually and vicariously.

    Most of us are glued to a smartphone or Laptop screen and feel anxious or left out when we get away from the Internet. Aimlessly going through videos, photos, social media posts without making a conscious choice on what one actually wants to see or read over the internet. Staying online is like an escape route from reality.

    people busy in their smartphones during travelling
    Delhi Metro stories by Jatin Adhlakha

     

    Adverse effects of a smartphone on its user-

    The habit of being online or being on our smartphone has seeped into our younger generation as well. Kids before getting into a playschool can get their way around a smartphone. They refuse to eat unless their favorite rhymes are played on YouTube, they refuse to sleep unless they get a phone and the list goes on. Our future is caught in the claws of the internet without us understanding how bad it is for their health, mental and physical.

    The toll on the health of adults due to increased usage of a phone is totally neglected. When we have a hectic schedule for life and a city struggling with pollution we tend to blame them for our anxiety, fatigue and headaches. Our smartphone seems incapable of affecting our lives.

    a man standing with his son with both busy in looking at their phone
    Our Future – Delhi Metro stories by Jatin Adhlakha

    Dying Social Life of a smartphone user-

    A heartfelt conversation is no more a regular thing. Making a call to someone seems like a stretch when you can simply chat with them. The comment section of a Facebook post is where we express our opinion nowadays. We no more feel or realize the need for a private conversation.

    One on one conversation is replaced by online chatting. Now we listen to our favorite music, shop for a dress and quickly check a cat video while we exchange texts with friend or family. Even the fights and arguments happen over a chat. We are too busy to individually allot time to the things that matter to us. We are escaping the reality by drowning ourselves online.

    couple sitting together but girl busy with her phone
    Couple Goals- Delhi Metro stories by Jatin Adhlakha

    Reality Check for a smartphone user-

    All things said I can’t remember my daily routine before I adapted to always being online. Now I wonder if it was a boon in disguise by having limited internet time at our hands.

    Do we really need to feed ourselves all the unnecessary stuff posted on Facebook, Whatsapp, Snapchat, Youtube, Netflix, Twitter, and Instagram just because we have lossless streaming and good internet speed at our disposal?

    Staying online is fueling our compulsive thinking and anxiety. You will be surprised to see that you come back to reality and get aware of your surroundings when you are offline.

    people standing in metro and looking at their phones unaware of each other
    Disconnecting from reality -Delhi Metro stories by Jatin Adhlakha

    Time to act for a smartphone user-

    We are so occupied with the internet that we are failing to address or even acknowledge the need for a reality check. Are we really prioritizing or choosing what to do with our time or just drifting along by being always online, always available.

    A necessary evil must be allowed for a greater good to result. But is this the reality of us being online all the time?

     The decision to bring a change is mine and yours to make. So what do you want to do with your time?

    Image Source :
    1. All Images used in the blog post have been taken by freelance photographer Jatin Adhlakha. A very special thanks to him for allowing me to use the images which strongly carried the message I am trying to convey through this post.
    2. You can check Jatin’s work in color on his Instagram page jatin.adhlakha

     

  • My first interview- a candid talk

    I was surprised when Youthspowerindia asked if I would be interested in doing an interview . My first thought was to chicken out of the situation, but I managed to convince myself that it can’t possibly hurt to share few things.

    It was only after the interview got posted that I realized how grateful I was for getting this opportunity. It’s not every day that you have a chance to talk to people and tell them about yourself.

    So I won’t keep you here any longer and share the link to my interview.

    It’s been more than a year that the interview got posted but I still feel very enthusiastic about it.

    The beauty of firsts I suppose!

    I hope you enjoy reading through it as much as I enjoyed giving the answers.

    two smiling girls posing for the camera with snow in the background
    winters of ladakh
  • Butoh: going beyond the definitions

    Butoh: going beyond the definitions

    Back in April of 2017 during my time in Mcleodganj, Himachal Pradesh, the story is of one lazy afternoon that introduced me to Butoh.

    A friend of mine was intrigued by the idea to go and see a famous but controversial dance performance which was open only once a week for public viewing.

    For I was aware of only slim details about Butoh and most of it was seeming like hearsay, my interest and excitement was pretty obvious.

    I won’t lie but at first, the only concern was to get this unfamiliar name right and then bother about its how’s and why ’s!

    Hastily making my way to the venue, I was just in time for the first Butoh performance of the day which started with the clink of a Tibetan singing bowl and what followed was once in a lifetime experience.

    usage of flowers and animal skeleton as Butoh wedding decoration , Butoh International Festival  ,McleodGanj ,Himachal Pradesh,India
    Butoh wedding decoration , Butoh International Festival  ,2017

    Honestly speaking, I could pick only bits and pieces from the first act. To my understanding, the performer was expressing grief of losing a loved one, or this is how I interpreted it.

    And that is when it struck me, Butoh was not just a dance form but it was serving as a medium between the artist and the audience. One could freely interpret and connect to the performance in a way which is unique to each individual.

    Two more performances went by and in between, I managed to hungrily read everything that Google had to offer over Butoh.

    Meanwhile, my friend talked to a Butoh performer and she gladly explained to us how a Butoh dancer encourages the audience to explore their own thoughts while viewing the performances.

    The use of body paint and props in Butoh , Butoh International Festival  2017, mcleodganj,himachal pradesh,india
    The use of body paint in Butoh , Butoh International Festival  2017

    With each passing performance, my mind was giving way to my heart to freely interpret what it was witnessing. By the end of all performances, I was overwhelmed by the chaos witnessed.  It was something that I have never seen before.

    Butoh with all its extremities goes beyond to what meets the eye. I witnessed such range of emotions during the performance which I did not know could coexist.

    This brief introduction to Butoh made me read about it more and eventually write about how this colourful hilly town of Mcleodganj, ‘the Little Lhasa’ was serving as a flourishing ground for a distant land contemporary dance form.

    Image from a Butoh performance , Butoh International Festival,McleodGanj ,Himachal Pradesh,India
    Image from a Butoh performance , Butoh International Festival 2017

    Believe me, when I say, I was immensely curious to know more about Butoh. So here are few details about Butoh that I compiled from the undermentioned sources.

    Origin of Butoh:

    Butoh saw its rise in Japan after World War II.

    Japan has a traditional culture and when industrialization came in, it created a mixture of confusion which sank further in the society with horror caused by the atomic bombing. This made artists react to these circumstances in their own way.

    Butoh Founders, Tatsumi Hijikata and Kazuo Ohno, were both trained dancers.

    wonderful expression given by Kazuo Ohno during a Butoh performace
    Kazuo Ohno (1906-2010)
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    In a culture distinguished for its visual harmony, the two dancers highlighted ugliness, replacing the conventional Japanese social mask of reticence with one of anguish and even terror. They were in search for something that could go beyond everything they’ve already seen, including their own performing practices.

    It was about throwing off the constraints of Western dance and the rigidity of the highly codified Japanese traditions.

    In the late 1950s, Butoh came out in Japan with a performance titled “Kinjiki” (“Forbidden Colors”) after a novel of the same name written by Yukio Mishima.

    The act featured choreographer Tatsumi Hijikata (1928-1986) playing an older man out to seduce a younger man, Yoshito Ohno, who seemingly smothered a live chicken between his legs. This sensational performance with its apparent portrayal of homosexuality and bestiality gave birth to a movement.

    The audience was outraged and Hijikata was expelled from the festival where the piece was performed.

    Hijikata originally called his performance style Ankoku Butoh, or “dance of darkness and gloom.” Two Japanese characters make up the word butoh : “bu” for dance, “toh” for step. It was later shortened to Butoh and drew in the work of a number of other artists.

    Butoh which was first rejected in Japan was greatly received by the western world (especially in Europe in the 70s) and finally gained a big success in Japan in the 80s.

    Nowadays Butoh is performed all over the world and is mentioned in almost every contemporary dance history record.

    Style –

    The contradictions within Butoh is partly the reason why it is so fascinating.

    It is an attempt to uncover the dance that already exists, it must emerge from within, and not be imposed.

    Butoh uses stillness and slow motion to great effect. If done well, these two combined can heighten the awareness of the dancer and their audience to the detail of movement.

    use of animal skeleton prop by a butoh dance performer
    Use of props during Butoh performance : Pinterest Image
    (https://www.taringa.net)

    Often observed as a kind of trance, it is more accurate to say the Butoh dancer is in a state of hyper-presence, aware of everything going on around them and within their own body. The fact that butoh dancers often seem ‘other’ than themselves is the result of their skills in transformation.

    Another distinct aspect of transformation in Butoh is that performers don’t necessarily use only human characters as a source. Equally ready to explore transforming into a stone or a rug the Butoh dancer attempts to embody these physical and psychic materials in their bodies.

    A partially clothed Butoh performer
    A Butoh Dancer :Pinterest Image
    (https://theartstack.com)

    Some other details of Butoh dance form :

    • No set style: In words of Hijikata “There are as many types of Butoh as there are Butoh choreographers.”
    • Encourages aesthetic features that go against the western archetypes of perfection and beauty. Its technique uses some of the traditional Japanese knowledge, like the control of energy, which translates into a rhythm and strong expressiveness.
    • Search for an individual or a collective memory.
    • Use of taboo topics like death, eroticism, sex.
    • The hallmarks of this theatre include full body paint (white or dark or gold), near or complete nudity, shaved heads and grotesque costumes.
    • Performed in extreme or absurd environments; with or without an audience.
    • Involves slow hyper-controlled motion, playful and grotesque imagery, clawed hands and feet, rolled-up eyes and mouths opened in silent screams.
    • It may also be purely conceptual with no movement at all

    Now that I am wrapping this post up with a not so brief introduction to butoh along with my interesting experience, I hope that if given a chance to see a Butoh performance, you won\’t miss it.

    Information source :

    1. Reference Link 1
    2. Reference Link 2
    3. Reference Link 3

    Image Source :

    1. Pinterest
    2. tipsy banjaran (Instagram page). The images were taken during Butoh International Festival, 2017 (Location: Mcleodganj, Himachal Pradesh, India )
    3. Featured Image: Kazuo Ohno, Butoh legend ( link to the image )